Name: I reckon, if you took a guess, you might get it right first time.
Age: I'm in my twenties, I don't like mentioning ages, it draws lines in the sand and categorises people. I say, if you want to add me, then do it, I couldn't give a monkeys if you're 16 or 105.
Location: I'm English, born and bred. I moved around incessantly as I grew up though, currently the number of houses I've lived in are in the mid 30's.
About Me: Where to start..? Maybe with all the tragedy so I can end on a lighter note. My mother was a medium, her influence convinced me in the occult being real, she didn't call herself a medium and she didn't talk about it to anyone other than myself and my family but she saw and spoke to spirits on a regular basis.. she passed away from cancer when I was thirteen.
My younger brother took her death much worse than I did and eventually perhaps because of it and perhaps because of drug abuse (that I was responsible for starting him on the track with, though I gave up using drugs a long time ago now) he developed schizophrenia, I spent quite a few years exclusively caring for him.. partly because of guilt and partly because nobody else would.. he ended up dying a year and a half ago from a drug overdose.
I pretty much shut down and sank into depression following it, completely retreating into myself and doing anything I could to distract myself from thinking about the world, the bubble broke a few months ago and I've almost awoken as a completely different person.
I feel energised, alive, happy, content with my life. I have an amazing wife and a new born child, though I'm not the type that drones on about their family lives.. I have far more interesting things to talk about.
About My Journal: I write all kinds of entries, very seldom do I actually write a 'I did xyz today' kind of entry, though they do happen.. mostly I go over old memories and thoughts and feelings on subjects, even when things happen on the day I'm sitting down to write an entry I'll probably skip it and write about it in a past tense in a few weeks after I've had chance to think about it properly.
Sometimes it's happy, sometimes it's sad. I got described once as 'intelligent, dark and unapproachable' though really I have no idea how true that is as I don't like the idea of being unapproachable, I'd much rather make friends with the people on my list and if you do add me feel completely free to message me anytime.
What I Write: Aside from my entries here, I've written all kinds of things in the past. Poetry, erotica, fiction. I'm willing to give most things a go. I can't vouch for how good any of it is however.
What I Don't Write: I've never really written fantasy or sci fi, not that I dislike those subjects.. they're probably if anything what I've read the most of over the years.. I think they just require a level of investment (world development or research) that I'm unwilling to do, I much prefer just flowing out at random.
What I Read: I used to read a lot of fantasy and cyberpunk genre stuff, these days I don't read fiction really at all.. I mostly entirely read books on
western esotericism. Make of that what you will, I'm a very firm believer in it.
What I Don't Read: pretty much anything else these days.
Could I Edit Someone Else's Work: Yes I could.. No I wont.
What Am I Looking For: Anyone really, if you think we'd get along, then we more than likely will. That being said, if I search out people to add myself I look for depth, personality and a sense of individuality.. but those three things apply to a huge amount of people from all walks of life.
As a final note, I'd say, it's pretty hard to judge anyone on a single entry. The way I write is completely influenced by how I feel on any given day. For instance, as a complete contrast..
I wrote this entry for another add me community I'd say, mix this entry with that entry and somewhere in the middle might be closer to what you'll actually get.